Friday, April 30, 2010

Pointless

Im writing this post cuz im too bored trying to figure out stuff that brainacs at INTEL and IBM did over a period of years in a span of 5 hrs.

Thats Analog and Digital VLSI for you.

The IC is one crazy lady!!!!!!!!!!!
Cheers

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Putting the No 7 out to dry

Its 2 30 in the morning. My throats as sore as sore can be and my feet kill. Its been an emotionally draining night.

Been through one of the best basketball matches that Ive ever played.
Ive been playing the game for over 10 years now and Ive been in quite a few cliffhangers but none compares to this.

Its a rush everytime you step on court especially in a tournament on home turf with the crowd raging right behind you.

Here's some of the best cliffhangers Ive been in and sad to this but most of the time Ive been on the wrong end.

I guess this was back in 2004 when I was playing for Ambedkars Basketball Club Bangalore under 16.

We were up against it against a fired up Jaynagar Sports Club. And pretty much the whole match went dilly dallying one side to another. I vaguely remember making a steal and trying to make a fancy pass when all i shoulda done was ran straight and lay up.

Our coach Sachin Sir got stuck into me during the timout. I was taken off. Fuck that moment when the coach takes you off is indescribable. You know you've fucked up bigtime. And to make matters worse I kicked the water bottle towards the bench. People were like wtf u doing u dickhead??

Luckily coach dint see that else I woulda got pasted. Either way with about a minute to go we were down by 3. With 30 seconds to go somebody fouled and one of my teammates went to the line and scored both. The last 15 seconds were crazy. Both the benches were screaming thier heads off. We had one chance to score and if we did we were through to the finals.

I had the ball and passed to zero. I wasnt really short sighted then so I think the pass was okay but the prick couldnt hold on to it. Game over we lost by one. Post game there was so much pandemonium. People were having a pop at each other. Fortunately, I dint get into that, just picked up my bag and walked home.

Another crazy game was when my last year in school 2007. Centaur vs Phoenix house. We were the better team on paper. We had a coupla good perimeter shooters and an awesome centre in Appachu. 3 quarters in the game was nicely balanced. We were up by 5. I remember making an awesome steal, and the crowd went ooh and aah and score!!!. Fuck me. I was but all alone with no body around. Easiest layup. Done in 100 times in practice. And right then all that flashed in my mind was the fancy pass I tried agaist JSC. The minute I released the ball I knew it wasnt going in. I coulda stayed back rebounded and converted. But no. I ran straight into the wall and hit my head against it. The dude who was sitting on the wall tells me "Dude hit it harder!!!!".

That was the turning point. They ran all over us from there. We tried playing fast when all we shoulda done was keep the ball. Bang Bang. We lost the game by 4. I benched sankalp one of our best shooters for most of the game. Its one of the few things I regret till today.

That was school and club. Then I came to BITS Goa. Here I thought things will be different no more cliff hangers, its either win easy or lose big. Maybe since I thought college basketball is to a different level.









SPREE 2009. It was out first match of the tournament. We were up against St Xaviers. Halftime and we were up by 16. BITS Goa has a history of fucking up in the second half. And man did we fuck up or what. With 30 seconds to go we were up by only 1 and swish they scored. with 10 seconds to go we were down by one and Abhi got fouled. Chance to win it. 2 throws.









The look on Abhis face was incredible. The poor guy then a freshman was scared to death. It was written all over his face that he was gonna miss. First shot. Missed. Im like "dude atleast tie the game up". Missed again. I had my hands over my head. I thought game over. Out of nowhere came Anshu. Brilliant rebound. Shot. Scored!!!!!!!.

7 Seconds to and we were up by 1. And we hung on. Anshuman had bailed us out. He's the best player Ive played alongside. Skillwise and as a person. Top guy.









That win followed by another put us in the semis. Waiting for us were RSCOE from Pune. They had Shekar, a national centre. And trust me when I say this I havent seen someone play post as well as him in years.
So the game went on. Halfway through we were up by 6 odd. And as usual second half we started screwing up. Arun, another brilliant player of our team got off injured. And the downslide started. With about a minute to go we were down by 2, panic, chaos, havoc. Shekar, got a few in. Game over. Lost by 4.









The worst part is a few hours or even days after the game. Every moment of such a close game you lose runs on and on in your head like a horror movie, except that you are in it. The WHAT IF??? flashes again and again. What if I had converted that shot??. What if I had stopped the attack right away.It never goes away.









Which brings us to todays game. Its just a few hours past it and the feeling hasnt sunk in yet. The horror flick is playing in my head. The what if's are right in front of me.

SPREE 2010. We had a pretty easy run into the quarters. We were up against JSS Noida, a rather unpredictable team but nowhere better than us.

Deja Vu. Halftime we were up by 2. I started on the bench and the first half looked easy enough. I said to Ralino"Game's ours man". He nodded in agreement. They came out flying second half. Before we knew it we were down by 10. And most of our big players Anshu, Lakhmeet and Arun were on a lot of fouls.

The atmosphere was electric. Never seen anything like it in my 3 years here are BITS. The home crowd was right behind us. Pegging us and even abusing the oppenents. :D .

We're not the best fitness wise. We knew that before the tourney itself. Generally, 4th quarter we're pretty much burned out. But not today. Don't really know where that drive comes from. When ur up against it and the crowd is with you.

40 seconds left and down by 5. Bang Bang. Anshu hit them. and with 3 seconds left, the ball was out of bounds. Those 3 seconds were like eternity. We were down by 2 and 3 seconds to go. Thier Center was fouled out. The strat was simple. Ball to Lakhmeet our centre. He shot. Missed. Damn it. Shit. Game over I thought. Not again. But that wasnt to be. Lucky got the rebound and converted. Game over. Normal time was up. Score were tied. We had pulled off the comeback. Later Lucky told me that he had no clue that there were only 3 seconds left so he dint know that it was do or die. Ignorance is bliss. Tell me about it.

Extra time then. This game was going one way and another. Scores were tied. with 30 seconds to go in extra time. Gopal hit one. YES!!!. Up by 2. And then SWAT!!!. Anshu fouled. Damn it. He was out for the game. And they scored both thier shots.

Extra time up. Scores level. Second extra time. Same old story. Game goes this way and that. gopal was brilliant. But fouls hurt us and I could say cost us the match. With 5 seconds to go. They had a chance to win it from the line. Bang Bang. Surely this was it. They won the game. 77-75. We were lost for words. That very moment was when all these close games came to mind. It was pretty much like all those horror movies in a relay.

But the minute the final whistle went, every member in the crowd, even from other teams and colleges stood up to applaud what was an incredible match. We were drained. It was too much to take at that moment.

As I put my No 7 jersey to dry a few minutes back , I realised that I probably wont play another competitive tournament again. Its hung to dry forever I think. But Im happy to be part of a wonderful team that gave each and everyone at SPREE 2010 a game to remember.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Hats off Aamir

You know if you had read my earlier post about Indian movies you would know how much I despise them.

But there is a revolution starting isn't it??

Lets put things into perspective. There has been a change from the usual damsel in distress and the untouchable unkillable hero approach to something realistic.

Saying that do check out this movie called "Dulha Mil Gaya". There is only one word that can be used to describe it. CRAP!!

But also do watch this movie called the 3 idiots. Well, it is slightly exaggerated but only slightly. And the best part is it has a lot to do with reality. It has a lot to do with what's going on in your and my lives. Call it plagarised or not (thats another debate), thats the kinda movie that people want to watch.

And it's a movie with a message.
The reason I say that a change is happening in Indian cinema is because this was not a one off movie.

Following Rang De Basanti and Taare Zameen Par, 3 Idiots has been the 3rd straight movie from Aamir which has mesmerized audiences, and hit the nail on the head when it comes to sending out a message. And they've all been innovative.

I really do hope the rest of the industry takes a leaf out of Aamir's book, cuz then Aal will be well.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

I can get away with shit cuz Im a fatass beaurocrat

Its taken 19 years and finally the finger is pointed at the right guy.
Lets rewind, thers a lunatic cop whose a pervert and he lays his hands on this girl, molests her and spoils her life.
If thats not bad enough, then he threatens her and she kills herself. And then he threatens her family.

So lets do the math, thats 3 offences for which he should atleast get a life term. Atleast. ATLEAST.

Now since hes a corrupt bitch of a beaurocrat hes got ppl who A**es hes kissed before to protect him.
So the guy runs and hides for 19 years and when hes finally busted........

6 months in jail and 1000 Rs fine.

Wow. I would like to kill both the guy who molested and the guy who wrote his sentence.

And probably, Ruchika has the support of over a billion Indians who would like this to happen.
Will justice prevail?? Lets hope so
REINVESTIGATE THE CASE FOR GODS SAKE!!!

Barge in at Hagen

It was in the front pages of major newspapers all over the world a week or so back.

The climate change summit at Copenhagen, Denmark.
I had been following the news leading up to Hagen and it was a frenzy.

Barack Obama after his to China seemed an equal to Wen Jibao. Its definitely been the decade of the dragon. The economic surge in the first half of the decade, the economic stablility when the rest of the world was in metldown and the Beijing Olympics all come to show that China is a force to deal with.

Our own Dr.Manmohan Singh flew to washington with the hope of getting a slice of the pie and maybe he did.

At Hagen it was more a 2 way battle, between the developed and the developing world. And stuck in between were the BASIC countries.

Personally, I felt the BASIC countries handled the summit extremely well. I mean they did have to bat for the developing nations but at the same time responsibilities were loaded on them by the west.

I think the US target of reducing carbon emissions by 4 % is a joke. Its hypocricy if you expect to lead the world and yourself are willing to do little.

One article I read in the papers spoke about how Barack Obama barged into the room where the BASIC countries were having thier discussions. An uninvited guest ...well is okay with us here in India considering we're pretty hospitable. Maybe its the same in China, Brazil and South Africa as well.

Either way, it turns out that this uninvited guest held his hosts at gunpoint in order to chalk out a deal. Not literally but yes thats what happened at Hagen. A barge in.

The deal questinable in itself has probably created a rift between the developed world and the developing world. Why should countries like Haiti allow the US to monitor thier climate policies when the US themselves are willing to only to buy the land(cuz they've got the money) and expect the others to do the farming??

At the end of the day, the big question is how are we going to achieve what we set out to do??
Reducing carbon emissions is a tall order in India since bulk of the nation still uses firewood and charcoal as thier major fuel. India is in one of those grey areas where the plan is set but how it is to be executed is still unknown.

Even if it is known, considering the execution of the Commonwealth games "plans", i think we're in for one rough ride